Aku takkan pernah berhenti
Akan terus memahami, masih terus berfikir
Bila harus memaksa atau berdarah untukmu
Apapun itu asal kau mencoba menerimaku
Dan kamu hanya perlu terima
Dan tak harus memahami, dan tak harus berfikir
Hanya perlu mengerti aku bernafas untukmu
Jadi tetaplah di sini dan mulai menerimaku
Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti
Inginkan rasakan rindu ini menjadi satu
Biar waktu yang memisahkan
Dan kamu hanya perlu terima
Dan tak harus memahami, dan tak harus berfikir
Hanya perlu mengerti aku bernafas untukmu
Jadi tetaplah di sini dan mulai menerimaku
Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti
Inginkan rasakan rindu ini menjadi satu
Biar waktu yang memisahkan
Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti
Inginkan rasakan rindu ini menjadi satu
Biar waktu yang memisahkan
Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti, selamanya takkan berhenti
Minggu, 30 September 2012
Sabtu, 29 September 2012
Kekasih Sejati - Monita Idol
Aku yang memikirkan
Namun aku tak banyak berharap
Kau membuat waktuku
Tersita dengan angan tentangmu
Mencoba lupakan
Tapi ku tak bisa
Mengapa begini
Reff:
Oh mungkin aku bermimpi menginginkan dirimu
Untuk ada di sini menemaniku
Oh mungkinkah kau yang jadi kekasih sejatiku
Semoga tak sekedar harapku
Ku coba lupakan
Tapi ku tak bisa
Mengapa begini
Repeat reff
Bila kau tlah menjadi milikku
Aku takkan menyesal kelak
Telah jatuh hati
Repeat reff
Semoga tak sekedar harapku
Namun aku tak banyak berharap
Kau membuat waktuku
Tersita dengan angan tentangmu
Mencoba lupakan
Tapi ku tak bisa
Mengapa begini
Reff:
Oh mungkin aku bermimpi menginginkan dirimu
Untuk ada di sini menemaniku
Oh mungkinkah kau yang jadi kekasih sejatiku
Semoga tak sekedar harapku
Ku coba lupakan
Tapi ku tak bisa
Mengapa begini
Repeat reff
Bila kau tlah menjadi milikku
Aku takkan menyesal kelak
Telah jatuh hati
Repeat reff
Semoga tak sekedar harapku
PUISI KU : Ajari Aku Mencintaimu
Jika aku menyusahkan
mu, maafkan lah aku
Jika aku menyulitkan
mu, maafkan lah aku
Jika aku membebani
mu, maafkan lah aku
Sesungguhnya,
Aku hanya ingin
membahagiakan mu
Aku hanya ingin
membuat mu tersenyum
Aku hanya ingin membuat
mu bangga akan hadirnya diriku di hidupmu
Namun,
Jikalau cara ku
salah
Jikalau aku
hanya menyakiti mu
Ampuni lah aku
Karena aku hanya
ingin berada di sisi mu
Karena aku hanya
ingin menjaga dirimu
Karena aku hanya
ingin menyayangi engkau di dalam hidup ku
Ampuni aku
Ampuni aku
Ampuni aku
Mungkin memang
aku tak layak untuk memiliki mu
Aku memang tidak
lah sempurna
Sesempurna putih
nya awan
Sesempurna
mentari mencerah kan bumi
Namun di balik
ketidaksempurnaan ku itu
Aku yakin semua
akan menjadi sempurna
Hanya dengan
kesederhanaan cinta
Yang tak kan
terpudarkan oleh ruang maupun waktu
Karena aku
menyayangi mu
Dan aku akan
belajar untuk sempurna di mata mu
Rabu, 26 September 2012
PUISI KU : Bahagia Itu Dirimu
Tuhan,
Bila mungkin
waktu ku menghitung detik
Bila mungkin sisa
nafas ku seujung jari
Bila mungkin
ajal ku di sudut mata
Kan ku ikhlaskan
takdir ku itu
Hanya saja,
Penuhilah doa ku
ini
Mohon lindungi
mereka yang menyayangiku
Ibu bapak ku
Teman – teman ku
Sahabat –
sahabat karib ku
Serta pelita
hidup ku yang berada di sebrang sana
Tuhan,
Jika harus ku
pergi tinggalkan dirinya
Tolong bantu aku
Untuk
membahagiakan ia di detik – detik terakhir ku ini
Berikan dia perempuan
yang terbaik
Berikan dia
perempuan yang lebih dari ku
Lahir mau pun
batin
Dan berikan dia
kebahagiaan cinta yang sejati
Tuhan,
Jika waktu ku
tak sampai untuk bersanding dengan nya
Wujudkanlah
permohonan terakhir ku itu tuhan
Semua yang
terbaik
Lautan
kebahagiaan
Semilir senyum
yang penuh kesejukan
Itulah yang ku
harapkan dari mu untuknya
Meskipun itu
tanpa ku
Sekali pun itu
bukan bersama diriku
Aku sayang dia
tuhan
Melebihi jiwa
dan raga ku sendiri
Andaikan aku
punya satu kesempatan
Kan ku berikan yang
terbaik dari ku untuk nya
Sebutir
kebahagiaan
Sepucuk senyum
di ufuk timur
Sebersit canda
renyah di ufuk barat
Semua kan ku
lakukan
Hanya demi
dirinya
Dan demi sang
surya yang tlah mengiringi pertemuan kami
Terimakasih
cinta
NOVEL SERIES : Strawberries - New Days (PART III)
“Dek... Lama
amat mandi nya. Cepet dong, kering nih kakak nungguin kamu”
Aku buru – buru keluar dari kamar
mandi, kasihan Kak Tirta, ntar kalo dia sampe ketinggalan kuis, bisa nangis tuh
kakak ku satu itu.
“Ehehehe... iya kak, nih udah
keluar, maaf yaa lama, maklum cewek :p”
“Iya deh, dah sana cepetan, ntar
kena marah mama”
“Siap komandan”
Segar... Mesti cepet nih pake
bajunya, biar gak telat. Gak sabar juga mau liat sarapan pagi ini. Kira – kira
mama bikin sarapan apa yaa ???
“Vir, cepetan yaa... Ntar kakak
tinggalin loh...”
“Tinggalin aja, ntar Vira sama Kak
Tirta aja perginya”
“Mana mau Kak tirta nganterin kamu,
dia nya aja udah mau sarapan tuh”
Hah ?? Gila ! Cepet banget ! Aku aja
baru mau keluar kamar. Mesti cepet nih. Ambil tas, ambil dasi, tatap cermin,
sisir lima jari (buat tambahan) daaaannn........ Yaa, perfect ! J
“Pagi mama.........!”
“Pagi sayang... Nih mama bikin
omellet, nasi goreng, sama roti selai kacang kesukaan kamu”
“Idiiih mama, kesukaan Vira semua,
kesukaan Wildan mana ?”
“Ihh.. kakak.. Sirik aja”
“Udah ahh ini, ribut aja, kakak mau
makan, bukan nya mau nonton debat challenge nya kalian berdua”
“Ayo udah cepetan makan, papa juga
ada meeting nih pagi ini”
Yaa... Begini lah keluarga ku. Keluarga
yang sederhana tapi penuh dengan kebahagiaan. Papa yang gak pernah marah, mama
yang super perhatian, Kak Tirta yang selalu ada saat di butuhin, juga Kak
Wildan yang cuek bebek tapi take care abis. Love you my best family.
Selama perjalanan ke sekolah, ku
kunci mulut ku rapat – rapat. Masih ada rasa gelisah di hatiku. Kayak apa sih
sekolah baru ku ? Ku lihat di sebelah ku Kak Wildan juga gak ceriwis kayak
biasanya. Kayak nya dia juga worry banget deh.
“Kak, tumben diem ? Napa ?”
“Anak kecil mau tau aja urusan orang
gede”
“Hmm... Slow down aja deh kak, kayak
Vira nih”
“Bawel banget sih, ntar gak kakak
temenin lo ke kantor kepsek”
“Bisa sendiri kok, kita kan mandiri
masbro”
Sepuluh menit berlalu, dan
akhirnya.......... sampai ! :D Inilah sekolah ku, SMU Citra Bangsa. Say welcome to myself : WELCOME
TO SHAVIRA ANANDYA KUSUMA J
(Bab I selesai :) Bab II segera meluncur)
Senin, 24 September 2012
MAROON 5 - PAYPHONE
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.
You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.
You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone
[Clean radio version verse:]
Yeah, Yeah, Now baby don't hang up,
So I can tell you what you need to know,
Baby I'm begging you just please don't go,
So I can tell you what you need to know
[Explicit version verse (Wiz Khalifa):]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button
Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
That little piece of shit with you.
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.
You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.
You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone
[Clean radio version verse:]
Yeah, Yeah, Now baby don't hang up,
So I can tell you what you need to know,
Baby I'm begging you just please don't go,
So I can tell you what you need to know
[Explicit version verse (Wiz Khalifa):]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button
Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
That little piece of shit with you.
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
NOVEL SERIES : Strwaberries - New Days (PART II)
Well done,
pagi dunia ! J Pagi kali ini cerah banget buat aku. Bukan hanya karena cuaca nya aja,
tapi juga karena hari ini hari pertama aku dateng ke sekolah ku yang baru.
Memulai aktivitas baru di dunia ku yang baru. Wish me luck deh J hehe. Saat nya mandi pagi....!
Baru aja mau buka pintu kamar mandi,
ternyata ada Kak Wildan lagi mandi. Terpaksa deh mau gak mau aku nungguin dia.
Makum, di lantai dua ini Cuma ada satu kamar mandi. Terkadang aku mikir, kenapa
papa gak bikin kamar mandi khusus buat aku, di kamar ku sendiri. Biar gak repot
gitu. Lama – lama nungguin Kak Wildan aku jadi bete sendiri. Apalagi pas Kak
Tirta udah ikutan ngantri di belakang ku.
“Dek, ada Wildan ya di dalem ?”
“He-eh kak, gak tau nih orang lama
banget mandinya...”
“Ealaaah, si Widan ngapain sih ?
Pasti lagi konser dadakan nih sambil shower’an... Dan... Wildan... Cepetan dong
dek...! Kasian nih Vira, nungguin kamu dari tadi”
“iya deh iya, sabar dong kak, bentar
lagi deh, lima menit lagi”
“Lima menit lagi gak keluar, kakak
dobrak nih pintunya, beneran lo!!”
Dengan muka yang sedikit asem, Kak
Wildan pun keluar. Hmm semriwiiink deh wanginya. Saking wangi nya, aku sama Kak
Tirta aja mau pingsan.
“Nih, udah, mandi sana, Vir, ntar kakak tinggalin kalo kamu nya lama”
“Ihh kakak, kan kakak yang lama, kenapa malah nyuruh Vira cepet – cepet ?”
“Udah, dek mandi sana, gak usah di dengerin tuh kakak mu yang gila shower
itu... Cepet yaa, kakak juga ada kuis di kampus pagi ini”
“Iya iya kak...”
Sekitar sepuluh menit aku berada di
kamar mandi. Menikmati bulir – bulir air yang jatuh bak air terjun di setiap
bagian tubuh ku. Ada sedikit rasa takut di hati aku. Aku sempat mikir, gimana
kalo seandainya nanti temen – temen ku di sekolah baru itu gak suka sama aku ?
Gimana kalo ntar di hari pertama ku aku udah dapet musuh ? Gimana yaa kalo ntar
pas baru masuk udah ketemu guru killer ? Ealaaah pikiran ku kok panjang amat
sih ??? Dasar tukang khayal !
(bersambung.......)
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